I’ve been gone for too long from this blog. It started last year when I started having health issues. The doctors are still not one hundred percent on what’s wrong but they have settled on Anxiety Attacks. Back in 2015, I got a concussion while skating in a Roller Derby game in Vagas. A month later I started having paralytic episodes where I couldn’t move or talk and sometimes would shake uncontrollably. These happened on and off for most of 2015 and into 2016. The end of 2015 took my mother from me so the beginning of 2016 was extra hard. Finally, it seemed like I was getting better from these episodes despite the stress I was experiencing. It seemed that the medication they were giving me was the cure. However, I was mistaken, the meds started causing more harm than good by the middle of last year and I ended up having to shut down my whole business completely. I could barely take care of myself in my home. I couldn’t leave the house for the most part and I thought my life was over. The episodes had not only come back but were much worse and more frequent than before. Towards the end of last year, around September, I finally figured out that it was all the medication they were giving me. Once, I started weaning myself off it, I started to feel better. Slowly over the last six months, I’ve been getting better, getting back to myself again. This month I was finally able to open my business back up and am back to a short but regular work schedule. I’m even back to roller derby.
Unfortunately, I still have several other health issues I am working out still, but none are completely debilitating. I’m glad to finally have my health under control and be back to doing what I love, Sewing!